Charades

I sometimes feel like my life is a charade. I don’t know why but sometimes, I think people say and do things they don’t really mean. Like when they say they don’t like somebody, I think they just say it because everyone’s general opinion of the person isn’t good. It makes me think twice about who I should trust. I don’t know if I’m just paranoid but really, I am starting to learn on really thinking before speaking. Sometimes, I feel like I should just keep my mouth shut because I really don’t know who would tattle and who would not. I don’t care anymore if this takes me out of my usual social circle because I really feel like a hypocrite when I do stuff that I hate.

That depressing moment when you see a picture of your celebrity crush with a really pretty girl and the look like they could be a really cute couple.

goingin1direction:

ifrankienloveyou:

It’s okay. It’s not like I wasn’t in love with you or something.

I went to go write something about Tom Felton. But I wrote Tom Feltson instead.

sickaddicti0n:

WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME.

MY SHIPPER HEART CANNOT TAKE THIS.

RIP Aj Perez

I know this is pretty late but I feel guilty if I don’t at least express my condolences to his family and friends (like they know me, yeahhhh). i woke up and read a message from arianne about aj’s tragic death. at first I didn’t believe it and ignored (and seriously, I forgot how he looked like ‘cause I’m not good at committing faces to my memory), thinking maybe it was some sort of sick joke everybody was playing. but then the second group message came and I knew at that time it was for real. i asked kate if she was kidding and she told me she wasn’t, even informing me about the details about the car accident and all that. I’m still at shock right now. I can’t believe that the boy in the cover of one of my Candy magazines is gone. It makes me so scared to think about his death. It’s so sudden and so unexpected and it leaves me to thinking about the people he left. He had no time to say goodbye to them and it’s unfair. If I could choose between a disease that would slowly kill me or death like Aj’s, I’d choose the the former. At least, I would still have time to sort out whatever business I will leave. 

Goodbye Aj. Even though I don’t know you that much, whatever memory you left me (even if it’s so small) will stay in my heart. And if by chance, one of his relatives reads this, my condolences.

x

Who ever invented school.

will pay for it.

MONDAY tomorrow. thinking about the week ahead is just killing me. sem break should just come sooner and never end! then, money should be wiped from the face of the earth and everything should be give and take. so my parents wouldn’t complain about me going out with my friends. 

sounds like a plan.

schl fcks

first, i have this friggin’ assignment about buddhism and hinduism that i should accomplish but i’m here in tumblr. second, the english skit is due on monday, or for short,tomorrow. and we haven’t had a single practice!

thirdly, regarding the skit. a member of our group has cyst on her head (i’m not kidding) and is going to have an operation this week.

please pray for her. and blessings to those who do.

Every day I wake up and I’ve got nothing to do out of my daily routine; I can’t help but think that life is pointless.

YESSS! I’M BACK TO TUMBLR. RUFFLES??

First off, I’d like to acknowledge my self for having some super self restrain over the weekend. I was all available for Tumblr and the Internet but I didn’t even touch the computer (or if I did, I must have not visited Tumblr or anything)

Second, who wants Ruffles?

I bought this last Friday but was able to resist the temptation until now…

You layyykkk??

Don’t go hating on me. I have to share it with my sis and bro.

Seriously, my posts are going downhill in terms of sensible topics.

MY COUSINS WILL BE ARRIVING ANY MINUTE NOW.

So, I’ll have to say a temporary goodbye. We’re off to visit my lolo’s tomb (as we usually do every Sunday) which makes me quite weepy. My lolo’s timing was off. He died quite early (not that I even wanted him to die) but he didn’t even get to see me graduate from elementary. :( I miss him so bad. He’d stood as my father when dad was away in some other country, working. And I’m sorry for my grandma. All she’s got is us and her Korean DVD’s.

Ok. Temporary Bye bye to you people!

ABSTRACT ART

i know lots of people will disagree, but I think it’s an excuse for painters to be effortless with what they do which is, obviously; painting.

sorry if i’ve been annoying you guys with posts showing off the UK flag or anything connected to Brits for that matter. just that, i wasn’t born British, so the best i could do is wish i was.

Weirdest morning.

Me sleeping peacefully in my room. Then suddenly,

Sis: Ate, bright ka ‘te.

Me: *opens eyes and says groggily* huh?

Sis: section A ka.

Me: whatttt?

Mum: section A ka. *gives me my new school books*

Wth? then i just found out my bestfriend is section E! thats almost kilometers away from my classroom? WTF. god. i hate it. not that I have anything against the A people (sure thing I do, except fpr my tumblr buds out here) but you know, everything would’ve been better if… T_T

god.